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we made them..

everyone made their choices. we made ours, too.

yea, we've decided.. we've made the decision.. that not us being together..
you are tied with her, while im trying so hard to succeed with him.. you know that we loved once.. we broke up. and here.. now.. we are with our choosen ones.. hope we are happy with our own lives..

cuz i know, i've made right decision to be with my man.. :D

*congrats for your engagement..! waiting for your wedding invitation :)

aku kamu & sbuah kata ya :)

setelah melalui banyak sekali pertimbangan, melewatkan cukup banyak momen.. kata "ya" yg ternyata hadir untuk menjawab pertanyaan yg slama 2 bulan ini mengganggu kenikmatan tidurmu..

ya, aku menjawabmu dengan satu kata yang membuncahkan seluruh kebimbangan, kekhawatiran dan ketidakjelasan yg membumbui sajian sehari2 kita. maka aku milikmu & kamu milikku. ya, saling memiliki adalah konsekuensi dari satu kata yg baru saja aku ucap.

kita tertawa. bahagia. sepertinya baru saja menemukan sang nirwana yg tadinya kupikir cuma khayal para insan iseng saja. tapi ternyata nirwana benar adanya.
kamu merasa lega. aku merasa bangga.

kita memberi cinta. smoga slalu dalam bahagia..
(Terimakasih rizki, untuk momen indah pada 18oktober09)

ulang tahun

13oktober2009
untuk pertama kalinya dalam 4 tahun terakhir..
tak kusampaikan ucap selamat panjang umur.. tak kuucap kata sayang.. tak kusematkan hiasan hati untukmu..

Tapi ternyata, bukan berarti aku mampu melupakan bahwa hari ini, ulang tahunmu..


*bang.. 25 tahun usiamu.. 4 tahun aku pinjamkan hatiku.. now, i moved.. i really do.. slamat menjalani hari2mu dengannya..

Dear Kaka,,

here i am, feeling so cold. not blue anymore. it's a black now.
hey, you know that i've tried to call for about crazy f**king thousands times. why you didnt hang it up? do you want me to fly away and meet you laughing on my foolishness??

kenapa sih cepet banget ngambek? susah banged pula baik2nya lagi...

sometimes

yep. i admit it, that..
sometimes, i wish i could talk to you. i could tell you what i've been through in time i wasnt with you. wish i could tell you a tale, talked about what love can do and changes things.
sometimes, i really wish that spaces between myfingers are filled by you, just like the way you always succeed filled a big hole in my heart.
sometimes, i wish i could feel your breath whispering the air of love.. so that i know i could live forever with that air fulfilled the room in my lungs, flowing through my veins and that air filled me.

that just sometimes i wish i was still with you..
but, most of times.. all i want is my beloved Rizki.. and i thank that he's here, fixed the rest of my brokenhopes..