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On my way home, listening to music. Its michael learns to rock playing on my phone. Ghost of you.

why do i still cry for you?
dying to get close to you?
why do i still feel to face the ghost of you?

and why..

because there's something in the way you looked at me.


That day. The last day i saw you. The last day we met. The first day, i saw you cry. and if, as christian said, i could freeze the time. I would never let you go. I will keep you in my arms. I love you, you said. Yes, i heard that. I believe you. I did. I do. and i will always do believe you loved me. as i love you. as i always love you.

I dont know. You are with her now. i see, you're happy now. Is that enough for me? I think so, bcuz i know, how hard we've tried, and nothing useless for what we did. I worth it. i worth everytime when we were together, for every laugh and even tears.

I love you. And thats all i know.

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*this post contains some lyrics.*
- ghost of you - mltr
- the way you look at me - christian bautista *our anthem, rite?*
- all i know - five for fighting

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